1 00:02:54,458 --> 00:02:55,416 Blanca! 2 00:03:23,333 --> 00:03:24,166 What is it? 3 00:03:25,250 --> 00:03:26,250 What? 4 00:03:28,666 --> 00:03:29,833 What d'you mean "what"? 5 00:03:30,833 --> 00:03:32,625 - Nothing. - Nothing? 6 00:03:34,208 --> 00:03:36,125 - Nothing at all? - Nothing at all. 7 00:03:37,958 --> 00:03:39,583 All right then, nothing... 8 00:03:40,666 --> 00:03:41,875 Mom... 9 00:03:43,958 --> 00:03:44,791 What? 10 00:03:51,375 --> 00:03:52,458 He's not worth it. 11 00:03:53,083 --> 00:03:53,958 Yeah. 12 00:03:56,750 --> 00:03:59,541 Books are better than men, Blanca. 13 00:04:00,958 --> 00:04:03,333 Let me tell you a story... 14 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:05,416 In a faraway place, 15 00:04:06,416 --> 00:04:08,875 there was a very powerful emperor. 16 00:04:08,916 --> 00:04:13,166 One day, he gathered all the wise men of the kingdom. 17 00:04:13,791 --> 00:04:16,166 What are you doing? Put down the book. 18 00:04:16,916 --> 00:04:19,083 And said to them, 19 00:04:19,458 --> 00:04:24,000 "I want a short sentence that works in any situation." 20 00:04:24,041 --> 00:04:25,000 "Always." 21 00:04:25,500 --> 00:04:26,708 And what happened? 22 00:04:33,041 --> 00:04:33,875 Well... 23 00:04:35,625 --> 00:04:38,333 The wise men went away and spent months and months thinking. 24 00:04:38,375 --> 00:04:41,166 Finally, they returned and told the emperor 25 00:04:42,416 --> 00:04:43,708 "We have the sentence." 26 00:04:45,458 --> 00:04:47,416 And what was it? 27 00:04:57,166 --> 00:05:02,041 THIS TOO SHALL PASS 28 00:05:32,125 --> 00:05:35,750 Mom, in the end, we decided not to bury Patum with you. 29 00:05:35,791 --> 00:05:37,708 This isn't the Egypt of the pharaohs. 30 00:05:38,166 --> 00:05:41,333 What's more, burying yourself with your dog is illegal. 31 00:05:42,875 --> 00:05:45,541 Even if it were dead, like you. 32 00:05:49,583 --> 00:05:51,666 Because you are dead, Mom. 33 00:06:17,416 --> 00:06:22,125 The friends, who remember the glorious person you were, did come. 34 00:06:22,166 --> 00:06:23,958 - My condolences. - Thank you. 35 00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:25,416 But some people are missing. 36 00:06:25,458 --> 00:06:28,166 In the end, you fucked us all around quite a bit, 37 00:06:28,208 --> 00:06:30,916 and well, that shows when it's time for the funeral. 38 00:06:54,333 --> 00:06:55,500 Damn it! 39 00:07:00,416 --> 00:07:01,666 "Damn it." 40 00:07:02,375 --> 00:07:05,541 The only words spoken at your burial. 41 00:07:07,416 --> 00:07:10,791 Seems very appropriate, very precise. 42 00:07:29,625 --> 00:07:33,000 Life is not the opposite of death, sex is. 43 00:07:34,958 --> 00:07:39,000 Sex is the only thing that doesn't give you a hangover and briefly banishes death. 44 00:07:51,166 --> 00:07:53,666 - If you have a headache... - Sex. 45 00:07:59,708 --> 00:08:02,250 - If you are sad... - Sex. 46 00:08:03,250 --> 00:08:06,291 If you... feel ticklish... 47 00:08:07,250 --> 00:08:08,500 Sex. 48 00:08:08,541 --> 00:08:11,958 If you... twisted your ankle... 49 00:08:17,541 --> 00:08:19,833 Why aren't we dating again? 50 00:08:22,666 --> 00:08:24,916 Because you'd dump me after two days. 51 00:08:24,958 --> 00:08:27,250 We're still so attracted to each other, 52 00:08:27,791 --> 00:08:30,541 after so many years, that means something, doesn't it? 53 00:08:33,458 --> 00:08:35,833 - But it's not enough. - But we love each other. 54 00:08:35,875 --> 00:08:37,750 Yeah, of course we love each other. 55 00:08:47,458 --> 00:08:49,166 The worst is already over. 56 00:08:56,041 --> 00:08:57,625 The worst and the best. 57 00:08:59,125 --> 00:09:00,500 It's all in the past now. 58 00:09:10,083 --> 00:09:12,125 Why don't you go to Cadaqués for a few days? 59 00:09:12,958 --> 00:09:14,333 The house is yours now. 60 00:09:15,416 --> 00:09:17,333 The house belongs to Mom, not me. 61 00:09:34,375 --> 00:09:36,833 I don't know what I'm going to do about my girlfriend. 62 00:09:39,208 --> 00:09:41,541 I don't know what I'm going to do without my mother. 63 00:09:52,583 --> 00:09:55,250 My place in the world was in your gaze, 64 00:09:56,250 --> 00:09:58,458 and it seemed so unquestionable and permanent 65 00:09:58,500 --> 00:10:00,708 that I never bothered to find out what it was. 66 00:10:03,208 --> 00:10:07,791 It's not bad. I managed to be a child until I was 38. 67 00:10:08,541 --> 00:10:13,625 Two kids, two marriages, several relationships, several jobs. 68 00:10:25,250 --> 00:10:28,333 I don't like being an orphan, I'm not made for sadness. 69 00:10:33,791 --> 00:10:36,125 - Mom! - My love! Hi! 70 00:10:36,166 --> 00:10:37,583 - Hey! - Hi. 71 00:10:37,625 --> 00:10:39,041 - Need help? - Yes, of course. 72 00:10:39,083 --> 00:10:40,375 How are you? 73 00:10:40,416 --> 00:10:43,083 Mom, you look like cat food. 74 00:10:43,125 --> 00:10:45,083 What, this for breakfast again? 75 00:10:45,708 --> 00:10:47,166 - Good morning. - Good morning. 76 00:10:47,208 --> 00:10:50,041 Hey, come over here. What's this? 77 00:10:50,083 --> 00:10:50,916 Let's see... 78 00:10:53,583 --> 00:10:54,541 Mom... 79 00:10:55,291 --> 00:10:57,000 - Can you help me? - Of course. 80 00:10:57,833 --> 00:11:00,125 - Have you had breakfast? - I haven't. 81 00:11:00,166 --> 00:11:02,125 Dad brought breakfast. 82 00:11:02,166 --> 00:11:04,083 Organic apples... 83 00:11:04,541 --> 00:11:06,708 I'm afraid to bite into one and decapitate a worm. 84 00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:09,708 You prefer poisoned apples, don't you? 85 00:11:19,125 --> 00:11:20,500 You're all crazy. 86 00:11:26,625 --> 00:11:27,708 Come on. 87 00:11:30,875 --> 00:11:35,958 Mom! Did you see I fed the kids properly? Isn't that right? 88 00:11:36,291 --> 00:11:37,833 - Oh, really? - Yes. 89 00:11:37,875 --> 00:11:40,958 I didn't give you those frozen pizzas Mom gives you, did I? 90 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:43,125 You ate healthy and well, right? 91 00:11:43,166 --> 00:11:45,916 - It was lovely. - That's great, my boy. 92 00:11:45,958 --> 00:11:47,458 - Of course. - I'm really glad. 93 00:11:47,875 --> 00:11:51,166 Hey, Guillem. Thanks for staying with Nico. 94 00:11:51,208 --> 00:11:52,041 No problem. 95 00:11:54,083 --> 00:11:56,291 Hey, you. What's up? 96 00:11:56,333 --> 00:11:57,166 Dad! 97 00:12:00,333 --> 00:12:02,791 I've been looking forward to seeing you! 98 00:12:03,625 --> 00:12:06,666 So, tell me, what have you all been up to? 99 00:12:06,708 --> 00:12:10,500 Guillem took us to a pool where they sell cheese puffs. 100 00:12:10,541 --> 00:12:12,375 Cheese puffs... 101 00:12:12,416 --> 00:12:14,625 And special gin tonics for Dad. 102 00:12:14,666 --> 00:12:16,625 Gin tonics, huh? 103 00:12:16,666 --> 00:12:20,833 And cheese puffs... I guess from some organic farm, right? 104 00:12:21,500 --> 00:12:24,791 Hey, when was the last time your Mom took you to the pool? 105 00:12:24,833 --> 00:12:25,875 Never. 106 00:12:25,916 --> 00:12:26,750 Oh! 107 00:12:27,875 --> 00:12:31,833 Look, we brought a little gift for Mom, didn't we? 108 00:12:31,875 --> 00:12:32,875 Yes. 109 00:12:32,916 --> 00:12:34,000 Give me the book. 110 00:12:35,250 --> 00:12:36,750 Here, take your gift. 111 00:12:37,708 --> 00:12:40,333 I can't even open a book. They're no use to me anymore. 112 00:12:41,416 --> 00:12:43,458 Do you remember your mother's "essentials"? 113 00:12:43,500 --> 00:12:48,208 You can know a man by the way he looks at a book, opens and closes it, 114 00:12:48,250 --> 00:12:50,375 and how he turns its pages... 115 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:55,791 I've closed all the books. They're no comfort to me this time. 116 00:12:56,625 --> 00:12:58,250 They remind me of you. 117 00:12:58,833 --> 00:13:01,000 Of your house lined with shelves, 118 00:13:01,041 --> 00:13:05,375 of your meticulous annual hoovering of your library, 119 00:13:06,791 --> 00:13:11,166 of our expeditions to London in search of some illustrated childhood treasure. 120 00:13:12,750 --> 00:13:15,333 Blanca, how are you? My condolences. 121 00:13:15,375 --> 00:13:17,375 To the hours spent sitting together 122 00:13:17,416 --> 00:13:20,375 and you completely absorbed like a little girl. 123 00:13:52,208 --> 00:13:53,125 Blanca! 124 00:13:56,333 --> 00:13:58,625 We should air the place out. It smells awful. 125 00:13:58,666 --> 00:14:00,875 It's been shut up since then. 126 00:14:05,125 --> 00:14:06,500 Don't look at me like that. 127 00:14:06,541 --> 00:14:09,041 I'm tired of people offering their condolences. 128 00:14:10,583 --> 00:14:15,958 Do you remember the afternoon when your mother was telling stories, 129 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:17,458 and you said... 130 00:14:18,125 --> 00:14:22,291 "This is the book I want you to write for me"? 131 00:14:22,833 --> 00:14:24,833 You came up with the title straight away... 132 00:14:25,583 --> 00:14:28,000 "Confessions of an Editor". 133 00:14:28,041 --> 00:14:29,291 Not entirely true. 134 00:14:29,958 --> 00:14:31,666 Not entirely true. 135 00:14:34,083 --> 00:14:37,333 The first time I showed her an essay I'd written, 136 00:14:38,125 --> 00:14:41,875 I was eight and had won a prize at school. 137 00:14:42,375 --> 00:14:44,250 I came home all happy. 138 00:14:45,250 --> 00:14:47,083 She told me 139 00:14:48,291 --> 00:14:52,791 not to show her anything else until I had a thousand pages written. 140 00:14:53,583 --> 00:14:57,000 Anything less wouldn't be a serious attempt. 141 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:01,750 Nothing I ever wrote met her approval. 142 00:15:01,791 --> 00:15:02,875 Oh, come on! 143 00:15:03,375 --> 00:15:08,041 You grew up surrounded by books, culture, artists... 144 00:15:08,291 --> 00:15:11,833 You spent summers on Umberto Eco's knee. 145 00:15:13,291 --> 00:15:14,666 It's in your DNA. 146 00:15:26,666 --> 00:15:27,791 I have to go. 147 00:15:30,250 --> 00:15:31,166 Take care. 148 00:15:36,916 --> 00:15:40,625 In your last book, you wrote about infidelities, promiscuity, 149 00:15:40,666 --> 00:15:44,250 free love, an affair with a woman. 150 00:15:46,500 --> 00:15:49,416 About another love which wasn't me, another life. 151 00:16:00,291 --> 00:16:06,208 I couldn't stand not being the center of all your loves and lives. 152 00:16:09,125 --> 00:16:11,458 I would have loved to go with you to the funeral. 153 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:15,000 Well, you've done enough already. 154 00:16:18,125 --> 00:16:20,750 Your scent was the only one that erased the hospital's smell. 155 00:16:28,708 --> 00:16:29,625 How are you? 156 00:16:30,750 --> 00:16:32,583 You're not eating anything. 157 00:16:34,458 --> 00:16:37,625 - You haven't tried the croquettes. They're delicious. - Yeah, yeah... 158 00:16:39,458 --> 00:16:40,708 It's just... 159 00:16:47,416 --> 00:16:49,500 Have I told you 160 00:16:50,125 --> 00:16:54,625 that men obsessed with food don't get enough sex? 161 00:16:56,708 --> 00:17:00,041 They go to restaurants with their wives 162 00:17:02,541 --> 00:17:07,333 and talk about the croquette recipe while their wives stare into the distance, 163 00:17:08,125 --> 00:17:09,500 dissatisfied... 164 00:17:10,666 --> 00:17:12,083 and bored. 165 00:17:13,875 --> 00:17:15,208 - Shall we? - Yes. 166 00:17:21,250 --> 00:17:24,833 - Damn it, two single beds! - That's easy to fix, you'll see. 167 00:17:48,708 --> 00:17:50,125 I love your tits. 168 00:17:56,916 --> 00:17:58,166 Are you okay? 169 00:17:59,625 --> 00:18:00,750 You look very pale. 170 00:18:23,375 --> 00:18:25,208 We will see each other soon, won't we? 171 00:18:26,041 --> 00:18:28,708 This weekend I'm going up to Cadaqués with the family. 172 00:18:30,250 --> 00:18:33,750 In case you feel like it. Will you be there? 173 00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:47,750 Are you going to be okay? 174 00:18:58,416 --> 00:19:03,916 Since your death and even before, I feel like all I do is scavenge for love. 175 00:19:05,416 --> 00:19:09,291 The desperate have desperate sex, as they say. 176 00:19:17,833 --> 00:19:20,500 I dreamed about Grandma, Mom. 177 00:19:21,250 --> 00:19:23,375 - Oh, really? - Yes. 178 00:19:23,416 --> 00:19:25,583 - About Grandma? - Yes. 179 00:19:27,375 --> 00:19:29,208 And what did you dream? 180 00:19:29,250 --> 00:19:35,250 Well, Grandma was riding on a cloud with Copito. 181 00:19:37,625 --> 00:19:39,125 Were they going fast? 182 00:19:39,166 --> 00:19:43,833 Very fast. And they almost crashed into a plane. 183 00:19:47,208 --> 00:19:51,666 - Well, a plane carrying other grandmas... - And other Copitos. 184 00:19:55,625 --> 00:20:00,000 - And what else? - They were playing poker. 185 00:20:02,541 --> 00:20:05,625 - Well, I'm sure Grandma was winning. - Yes. 186 00:20:06,375 --> 00:20:09,250 - She was beating them all. - Yes. 187 00:20:21,916 --> 00:20:22,916 Patum? 188 00:20:25,291 --> 00:20:27,208 Come on, let's go! 189 00:20:33,625 --> 00:20:36,333 Cheese puffs, your favorite food. 190 00:20:41,583 --> 00:20:45,583 Come on, 2015 Champions League players. 191 00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:47,291 Okay. 192 00:20:51,208 --> 00:20:53,083 - "Terestegen"... - Ter Stegen. 193 00:20:53,125 --> 00:20:56,250 Ter Stegen, "Piqué" who did "Waka Waka"... 194 00:20:58,291 --> 00:21:00,375 - Jordi Alba. - Yes. 195 00:21:00,666 --> 00:21:01,833 Mascherano. 196 00:21:02,541 --> 00:21:03,541 Yes. 197 00:21:03,583 --> 00:21:05,583 Sitting on the hospital bed, you looked at me 198 00:21:05,625 --> 00:21:08,750 and, without saying anything, you started crying. 199 00:21:09,833 --> 00:21:11,583 - Busquets. - Yes. 200 00:21:12,750 --> 00:21:14,750 But I know you were saying goodbye. 201 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:17,333 - Rakitic. - Rakitic. 202 00:21:17,375 --> 00:21:19,166 - Rakitic. - Rakitic. 203 00:21:19,208 --> 00:21:20,125 Messi... 204 00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:23,416 I can't imagine how somebody who's dying can find the way to say their last words. 205 00:21:23,458 --> 00:21:24,708 Wait, I'm missing one... 206 00:21:26,583 --> 00:21:30,041 - Mom, I'm bored. - That's good, son. 207 00:21:30,583 --> 00:21:32,083 You can think about your own stuff. 208 00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:35,125 - What stuff? - About Patum. 209 00:21:35,458 --> 00:21:37,541 About Patum, about getting better... 210 00:21:39,625 --> 00:21:43,250 Grandma loved dogs more than people, didn't she? 211 00:21:58,625 --> 00:22:00,750 Edgar, do you think I'm a good mother? 212 00:22:03,333 --> 00:22:04,541 The worst. 213 00:22:10,916 --> 00:22:12,250 He's awake now. 214 00:22:13,083 --> 00:22:15,208 - He's a very strong dog. - Female dog! 215 00:22:15,708 --> 00:22:16,625 Female dog! 216 00:22:17,625 --> 00:22:20,791 But for now, it's best to keep her under observation. 217 00:22:21,791 --> 00:22:23,791 - No. - But she's very weak. 218 00:22:23,833 --> 00:22:24,666 No. 219 00:22:25,625 --> 00:22:28,250 She's not staying alone somewhere as depressing as this. No. 220 00:22:28,291 --> 00:22:32,041 Look, call me tomorrow, and we'll give you an updated report. 221 00:22:32,083 --> 00:22:33,583 - Listen... - Thank you very much. 222 00:22:33,625 --> 00:22:35,916 Could we have a moment alone with her? 223 00:22:35,958 --> 00:22:40,500 Of course. If you need anything, I'm right next door. 224 00:22:40,541 --> 00:22:41,708 Thank you. 225 00:22:51,833 --> 00:22:53,500 Let's take her to Cadaqués. 226 00:22:53,958 --> 00:22:55,250 Go and get your brother. 227 00:22:56,833 --> 00:22:58,083 - Suárez! - What? 228 00:22:58,125 --> 00:23:00,583 Suárez! He's the player I couldn't remember. 229 00:23:06,625 --> 00:23:09,708 I carry with me the things you told me 230 00:23:11,791 --> 00:23:14,208 Your love 231 00:23:14,250 --> 00:23:16,125 My poison 232 00:23:16,166 --> 00:23:19,916 A part of you blooms inside me 233 00:23:21,375 --> 00:23:23,916 My love 234 00:23:23,958 --> 00:23:26,083 My destiny 235 00:23:28,208 --> 00:23:31,458 I am happy 236 00:23:32,583 --> 00:23:35,666 Close to danger 237 00:23:37,083 --> 00:23:42,166 I am only like a desire 238 00:23:42,583 --> 00:23:45,500 Like a desire 239 00:23:47,208 --> 00:23:51,666 Love remains 240 00:23:51,708 --> 00:23:53,625 In this world 241 00:23:54,666 --> 00:23:56,791 And I love you so much 242 00:23:57,208 --> 00:23:59,583 And I love you so much 243 00:23:59,625 --> 00:24:02,375 And I am also afraid 244 00:24:05,708 --> 00:24:10,875 I always carry a piece of yesterday 245 00:24:10,916 --> 00:24:13,375 And once again, I escape 246 00:24:13,416 --> 00:24:15,375 And once again, I escape 247 00:24:15,416 --> 00:24:20,458 I always carry a piece of yesterday 248 00:24:20,500 --> 00:24:22,875 And once again, I escape 249 00:24:43,875 --> 00:24:48,000 I always carry a piece of yesterday 250 00:24:53,500 --> 00:24:58,333 I always carry a piece of yesterday 251 00:24:58,708 --> 00:25:00,916 And once again, I escape 252 00:25:00,958 --> 00:25:03,125 And once again, I escape 253 00:25:03,166 --> 00:25:08,208 I always carry a piece of yesterday 254 00:25:08,250 --> 00:25:10,416 And once again, I escape 255 00:25:10,458 --> 00:25:12,541 And once again, I escape... 256 00:25:12,583 --> 00:25:13,625 - Hi! - Hi! 257 00:25:13,666 --> 00:25:14,500 Finally! 258 00:25:14,541 --> 00:25:16,958 - Hey! Finally you're here! - Precious! Damiano. 259 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:17,916 - Damiano? - Damiano. 260 00:25:17,958 --> 00:25:19,416 - Yes. - Hi, Elisa. - Hi. 261 00:25:19,458 --> 00:25:20,291 Come on, Mom. 262 00:25:20,333 --> 00:25:21,166 How are you? 263 00:25:21,833 --> 00:25:23,041 Nico! 264 00:25:23,958 --> 00:25:25,125 Hi! 265 00:25:25,166 --> 00:25:26,916 - Can you give me the keys? - I'm coming. 266 00:25:26,958 --> 00:25:28,791 - Come on. - I'm coming. 267 00:25:28,833 --> 00:25:30,791 - Are you getting them? - Yes. 268 00:25:31,208 --> 00:25:32,125 He's Damiano. 269 00:25:32,166 --> 00:25:34,083 - Is anyone going to help me or what? - Ah, yes. 270 00:25:34,125 --> 00:25:35,291 Ah, sorry. 271 00:25:36,375 --> 00:25:37,625 Hi, hi. 272 00:25:37,666 --> 00:25:39,833 - Are you opening the door? - Yes, I'll do it. 273 00:25:39,875 --> 00:25:40,708 Whose is it? 274 00:25:40,750 --> 00:25:44,000 Whose is it? Hey! Give me one. Give me one, I can take it. 275 00:26:48,166 --> 00:26:50,250 We talked a lot about death. 276 00:26:52,541 --> 00:26:55,250 We never thought the damned thing would steal your mind 277 00:26:55,291 --> 00:26:57,208 before taking everything else away, 278 00:26:59,083 --> 00:27:02,541 leaving you with the occasional lucid moment 279 00:27:03,208 --> 00:27:05,500 that would only bring you pain. 280 00:27:09,166 --> 00:27:13,750 Don't bother me, I'm nearly finished. We'll talk when I'm done. 281 00:27:15,625 --> 00:27:18,958 Patum, are you okay? Do you want to go play? 282 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:20,416 Nico, what's wrong with her? 283 00:27:20,458 --> 00:27:23,750 She just wants to lie here in front of grandma's room. 284 00:27:40,791 --> 00:27:42,875 And has it been a long time since you last came here? 285 00:27:42,916 --> 00:27:45,541 - A long time. Years. - A long time? Years? 286 00:27:46,375 --> 00:27:49,458 This was where I first got drunk. 287 00:28:14,541 --> 00:28:17,875 By then, our love had become very painful. 288 00:28:21,708 --> 00:28:25,791 I thought you didn't love me, and I didn't know if I still loved you. 289 00:28:50,041 --> 00:28:53,166 Happiness slowly ceased to be what it once was. 290 00:28:56,166 --> 00:28:57,833 And the doors of the house, 291 00:28:57,875 --> 00:29:01,958 which had always been wide open for everyone, day and night, 292 00:29:03,166 --> 00:29:07,208 began to close, driven by an invisible gale. 293 00:29:32,833 --> 00:29:34,291 Are you awake? 294 00:29:39,875 --> 00:29:41,000 Sofi. 295 00:29:41,666 --> 00:29:43,416 Let's go to town, come on. 296 00:29:43,833 --> 00:29:44,666 What's up? 297 00:29:44,708 --> 00:29:47,041 Where's your summer spirit? Come on, let's go. 298 00:29:47,083 --> 00:29:49,208 Asleep. Leave me alone, seriously! 299 00:29:51,416 --> 00:29:52,291 Come on. 300 00:29:52,333 --> 00:29:54,208 No, seriously. 301 00:29:56,708 --> 00:29:58,041 What are you doing? 302 00:29:58,666 --> 00:29:59,750 I can't sleep. 303 00:30:07,708 --> 00:30:08,916 Move over. 304 00:30:09,791 --> 00:30:11,333 For God's sake! 305 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,833 I have a howl inside me. 306 00:30:21,750 --> 00:30:25,250 At night, it wakes up and starts prowling like an angry cat. 307 00:30:28,791 --> 00:30:29,791 To calm it down, 308 00:30:29,833 --> 00:30:32,500 sometimes I open my mouth and scream silently. 309 00:30:40,291 --> 00:30:44,416 But I can't fool it, it's still there trying to tear me apart. 310 00:30:47,708 --> 00:30:49,583 Hey, the dishwasher isn't working. 311 00:30:54,791 --> 00:30:55,833 What's wrong? 312 00:30:55,875 --> 00:30:57,541 I was looking for some photos... 313 00:30:57,583 --> 00:31:00,875 You've been looking through them for hours. Give it a rest. 314 00:31:00,916 --> 00:31:01,750 Orange... 315 00:31:01,791 --> 00:31:03,541 I don't know how far away to live from her. 316 00:31:03,583 --> 00:31:05,916 It's easier with the living, believe me. 317 00:31:05,958 --> 00:31:08,458 Come on, let's have breakfast. 318 00:31:08,500 --> 00:31:11,125 Bananas... No, you don't want it, right? Okay. 319 00:31:11,166 --> 00:31:13,250 No, no. Can you pass me the tomatoes? 320 00:31:13,291 --> 00:31:14,833 - Yes, here. - Thanks. 321 00:31:14,875 --> 00:31:16,166 Don't you want some juice? 322 00:31:16,208 --> 00:31:19,750 - No, no. Thanks. Some bread? - Yes... 323 00:31:20,958 --> 00:31:24,166 - Well, croissants? - Yes, do you want one? 324 00:31:24,208 --> 00:31:26,500 - No, half of it. - Okay, let's cut it. 325 00:31:26,541 --> 00:31:28,500 They're delicious! 326 00:31:30,916 --> 00:31:32,916 - You're really hungry, huh? - Yeah. 327 00:31:32,958 --> 00:31:35,333 Hey, wait, did you sleep with that jacket on? 328 00:31:35,375 --> 00:31:36,375 Guess whose it is. 329 00:31:36,416 --> 00:31:39,291 - Mom, can I have ice cream? - Is there ice cream? 330 00:31:39,333 --> 00:31:41,250 No, no ice cream. We're having breakfast. 331 00:31:41,291 --> 00:31:42,791 Oh, no, no. No ice cream, Nico. 332 00:31:44,291 --> 00:31:49,291 I thought it was normal for dinner to consist only of a Sacher torte 333 00:31:49,333 --> 00:31:50,916 from our favorite bakery. 334 00:31:50,958 --> 00:31:52,416 It was mine, but... 335 00:31:52,458 --> 00:31:56,583 Before we even hit puberty, we were already experts in French cheeses 336 00:31:57,958 --> 00:32:01,625 and I knew how important it is to always have a bottle of champagne in the fridge, 337 00:32:01,666 --> 00:32:03,500 just in case. 338 00:32:03,958 --> 00:32:05,583 - Seriously? - It wakes me up. 339 00:32:13,375 --> 00:32:14,916 Into the water! 340 00:32:14,958 --> 00:32:16,458 Such style! Right? 341 00:32:17,791 --> 00:32:20,166 I mean, doesn't she look great, the lucky thing? 342 00:32:21,416 --> 00:32:24,333 People always say that because they assume you're having sex, right? 343 00:32:24,375 --> 00:32:25,791 Yeah, except in your case, right? 344 00:32:25,833 --> 00:32:30,208 You're having sex all day, look at that face. It's like... 345 00:32:31,708 --> 00:32:32,750 You're just jealous. 346 00:32:32,791 --> 00:32:33,625 Yeah, I am. 347 00:32:33,666 --> 00:32:35,458 - "Buongiorno". - "Buongiorno". 348 00:32:35,500 --> 00:32:41,833 Blanca, I love your house. Such beautiful light! 349 00:32:42,875 --> 00:32:44,041 How are you? 350 00:32:44,083 --> 00:32:46,750 We're never as powerful as when we're in love, are we? 351 00:32:47,458 --> 00:32:49,833 We're right in the eye of the storm. 352 00:32:49,875 --> 00:32:51,791 Yeah, like moths to a flame. 353 00:32:53,291 --> 00:32:54,458 Idiot. 354 00:32:54,500 --> 00:32:55,625 I love you, okay? 355 00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:02,916 By the way, who else is coming in the end? 356 00:33:03,458 --> 00:33:04,833 My two exes. 357 00:33:04,875 --> 00:33:07,291 - You're kidding, right? - Seriously? 358 00:33:07,333 --> 00:33:09,208 So? I have a great relationship with them. 359 00:33:09,250 --> 00:33:10,791 Do you think that's normal? 360 00:33:11,250 --> 00:33:14,250 Normal? What's normal? I mean, what does normal mean? 361 00:33:14,291 --> 00:33:17,333 Yeah, what's normal? What's normal? Normality is overrated. 362 00:33:17,375 --> 00:33:18,958 - "Uno schifo". - "Uno schifo". 363 00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:21,833 Oh, and Santi is coming too. With his family. 364 00:33:21,875 --> 00:33:24,416 Oh my God! What are you like? 365 00:33:24,458 --> 00:33:27,583 If you're meeting him with that jacket, give it to me first so I can clean it, 366 00:33:27,625 --> 00:33:28,500 it smells awful. 367 00:33:28,541 --> 00:33:29,833 I'm going to the cemetery. 368 00:33:30,083 --> 00:33:32,291 Blanca, this isn't up for discussion. 369 00:33:32,333 --> 00:33:33,625 I'm going to the cemetery. 370 00:33:34,625 --> 00:33:36,083 I won't let you go like this. 371 00:33:37,916 --> 00:33:39,166 - Give me the jacket. - No, no. 372 00:33:39,208 --> 00:33:41,666 I'm going to the cemetery. Please, I'm grieving. 373 00:33:41,708 --> 00:33:42,833 - Come on, please. - Blanca. 374 00:33:42,875 --> 00:33:44,625 What is this? No, I'm going to the cemetery. 375 00:33:44,666 --> 00:33:46,375 - Give it to me. - Come on, please. 376 00:33:46,416 --> 00:33:49,541 - I'll get hold of her. - Yes, grab her, grab her. Grab her. 377 00:33:49,583 --> 00:33:52,333 - Give me the jacket. - Come here! 378 00:33:52,708 --> 00:33:54,250 No, no! 379 00:34:04,583 --> 00:34:05,666 Is it cold? 380 00:34:06,291 --> 00:34:07,875 You had to clean it... 381 00:34:09,833 --> 00:34:10,916 If I didn't look back, 382 00:34:10,958 --> 00:34:13,125 it would almost seem like life is just beginning. 383 00:34:13,541 --> 00:34:16,458 The landscape is so identical to that of my twenties. 384 00:34:17,041 --> 00:34:18,375 But it is not. 385 00:34:21,250 --> 00:34:24,500 I've watched this house grow old with you, remain alone, 386 00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:29,250 and finally... become you. 387 00:34:33,458 --> 00:34:36,333 You have to read this... because it's wonderful. 388 00:34:40,875 --> 00:34:41,916 Come, Patum. 389 00:34:42,541 --> 00:34:44,208 Come on, let's go to the cemetery. 390 00:34:50,125 --> 00:34:54,541 Do you remember what she used to say every time she pretended to be mad at you? 391 00:34:54,583 --> 00:34:57,250 "If you misbehave, we won't go to Egypt." 392 00:34:57,708 --> 00:35:00,125 She always said, "Blanca, you're bad." 393 00:35:01,166 --> 00:35:02,750 Grandma never said that. 394 00:35:02,791 --> 00:35:04,875 She did, every time she saw you. 395 00:35:05,583 --> 00:35:07,208 Oh, well, she was joking, huh? 396 00:35:27,916 --> 00:35:30,208 Mom, your shoe fell off. 397 00:35:32,625 --> 00:35:33,541 Thanks. 398 00:35:41,250 --> 00:35:44,208 Oh, look... I'm going in here. I'll see you at home. 399 00:35:44,250 --> 00:35:47,166 - Weren't we going to the cemetery? - Oh, the cemetery... 400 00:35:48,333 --> 00:35:50,125 Priorities, huh? 401 00:35:53,041 --> 00:35:55,833 I feel you're a bit tense, huh? 402 00:35:57,250 --> 00:35:58,916 Stiff as a board. 403 00:36:00,791 --> 00:36:03,458 My mother died 34 days ago. 404 00:36:09,916 --> 00:36:14,625 Well... I've got some essential oils that could help you, huh? 405 00:36:15,166 --> 00:36:20,583 You warm them up a bit before bed, I think they'd do you good. 406 00:36:20,625 --> 00:36:24,791 No, thank you. I don't believe in that esoteric stuff... 407 00:36:24,833 --> 00:36:28,750 I don't trust homeopathy, natural medicine, any of that. 408 00:36:29,083 --> 00:36:32,750 - Not even Bach flowers? - Not even the flowers, no. 409 00:36:34,166 --> 00:36:35,833 - What a shame! - Yeah. 410 00:36:37,250 --> 00:36:38,541 Bye, darling. 411 00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:55,458 The poor woman looked at me with such pity... 412 00:36:56,166 --> 00:36:57,416 I'm not surprised. 413 00:36:59,583 --> 00:37:02,041 Lately, I've had this urge to hug elderly women. 414 00:37:02,083 --> 00:37:03,416 I don't know why. 415 00:37:03,750 --> 00:37:05,500 How can you not know why? 416 00:37:06,166 --> 00:37:07,375 Okay, then, I do. 417 00:37:09,125 --> 00:37:11,750 - You didn't go to the cemetery, did you? - I'll go tomorrow. 418 00:37:22,500 --> 00:37:23,541 What are you doing? 419 00:37:25,791 --> 00:37:27,583 Who are you flirting with? 420 00:37:28,791 --> 00:37:30,416 How do you know I'm flirting? 421 00:37:30,458 --> 00:37:32,666 You're all straight and curvy like when you flirt. 422 00:37:32,708 --> 00:37:34,375 - What are you talking about? - Yeah. - No. 423 00:37:34,416 --> 00:37:35,666 - Blanca. - Okay, yes. 424 00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:38,041 I knew it. 425 00:37:42,166 --> 00:37:45,041 Do you remember I mentioned there was a very handsome man at the funeral 426 00:37:45,083 --> 00:37:45,916 whom I didn't know? 427 00:37:45,958 --> 00:37:47,333 - Yes. - Well, he's here. 428 00:37:47,833 --> 00:37:48,666 Really? 429 00:37:50,083 --> 00:37:51,041 I know who he is. 430 00:37:53,541 --> 00:37:55,041 How do you know? 431 00:37:55,083 --> 00:37:58,083 Because I know you, he is everything you like in a man. 432 00:37:58,125 --> 00:38:01,833 Dark-haired, a bit messy, with loose espadrilles... 433 00:38:02,333 --> 00:38:05,291 The kind who doesn't try too hard, right? Go say hi. 434 00:38:05,875 --> 00:38:08,291 - Why not? - What was he doing at the funeral? 435 00:38:08,666 --> 00:38:10,208 And how did he know my mother? 436 00:38:10,875 --> 00:38:13,000 - Well, go ask him. - No, no. 437 00:38:17,083 --> 00:38:19,375 Guillem is here. He's waiting for us on the boat. 438 00:38:19,416 --> 00:38:20,958 Wait a moment, Guillem? 439 00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:23,916 And how does he feel about your other ex coming? 440 00:38:25,125 --> 00:38:27,875 Fine. I love him, and he pretends to hate me. 441 00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:32,333 Though I prefer his hate to the love of a lot of people I've known. 442 00:38:33,291 --> 00:38:35,000 You and your stories. My goodness. 443 00:38:35,041 --> 00:38:37,416 He's a big fan of your retractable boobs theory. 444 00:38:37,458 --> 00:38:40,458 Really? That's just what I needed. 445 00:38:41,583 --> 00:38:47,083 Well... Sorry, but it's actually pretty interesting, you know? 446 00:38:47,125 --> 00:38:49,083 - Him or the theory? - No, the theory. 447 00:39:09,666 --> 00:39:12,041 Wait a moment, please. Nobody move. 448 00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:15,958 "Joe, the shovel, the shovel, in front..." 449 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,583 Dad, stop trying to imitate Grandma. You're terrible at it. 450 00:39:43,416 --> 00:39:47,916 They say most women are actually looking for their father in the men they choose. 451 00:39:48,833 --> 00:39:50,416 I look for you, Mom. 452 00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:53,875 I did it even when you were alive. 453 00:39:55,125 --> 00:39:58,375 Any underhand psychiatrist would have a field day with me, 454 00:39:58,416 --> 00:40:00,791 but mine is only obsessed with me finding a job. 455 00:40:05,416 --> 00:40:10,958 - Come on, kids, let's go for a swim. - Wait, we're just finishing the game. 456 00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:13,166 Don't tell me they play poker, just like grandma. 457 00:40:13,208 --> 00:40:14,541 - Blanca... - What? 458 00:40:14,583 --> 00:40:16,958 Is it true that she taught them how to play poker? 459 00:40:20,958 --> 00:40:23,333 Have you managed to read some of that book I gave you? 460 00:40:25,708 --> 00:40:27,666 - No? - I haven't. 461 00:40:28,458 --> 00:40:31,333 Well, I've learned some things about grief. 462 00:40:33,166 --> 00:40:35,083 They say there are five stages... 463 00:40:36,208 --> 00:40:40,750 There's denial, anger, bargaining... 464 00:40:40,791 --> 00:40:43,541 Damn! I just realized I left my swimsuit at home. 465 00:40:43,583 --> 00:40:44,416 Really? 466 00:40:44,458 --> 00:40:47,375 We had to wait for you for half an hour, and you forgot your swimsuit? 467 00:40:47,916 --> 00:40:49,875 It's fine. Just swim naked, right? 468 00:40:54,083 --> 00:40:55,583 First, a couple of gin tonics, right? 469 00:40:56,208 --> 00:40:57,250 Sure. 470 00:40:57,625 --> 00:40:59,500 - Will you help me? - Of course. 471 00:41:04,166 --> 00:41:05,333 Ice, lemon... 472 00:41:05,708 --> 00:41:08,375 - I'll take the other one. - The other one. 473 00:41:09,500 --> 00:41:11,125 - Cheers. - Cheers. 474 00:41:13,375 --> 00:41:15,625 - Pear and gin tonic? - It's good. 475 00:41:15,666 --> 00:41:16,916 - It's good? - Want to try? 476 00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:18,416 No. 477 00:41:22,291 --> 00:41:25,750 - Have you seen this rock? - Is that where you're going to jump from? 478 00:41:27,125 --> 00:41:28,875 Yes, yes. 479 00:41:43,291 --> 00:41:45,750 It's a little cold, isn't it? Let's go for a swim. 480 00:41:49,541 --> 00:41:54,416 Every day, I try to find your true gaze again, before it turned to stone. 481 00:42:01,250 --> 00:42:04,916 The illness and the pain turned you into a selfish monster. 482 00:42:23,833 --> 00:42:25,166 Mom! 483 00:42:43,250 --> 00:42:46,041 No one ever warns you that while your mother is dying, 484 00:42:46,083 --> 00:42:48,083 you have to become her mother. 485 00:42:50,875 --> 00:42:53,458 You'd call me in the middle of the night to say you were scared, 486 00:42:53,500 --> 00:42:54,875 that the girl wanted to kill you. 487 00:42:55,833 --> 00:42:58,541 When I told you I couldn't leave the kids alone, 488 00:42:58,583 --> 00:43:01,208 you'd get angry and hang up on me. 489 00:43:06,375 --> 00:43:09,250 Mussels for everyone! 490 00:43:10,416 --> 00:43:12,083 Elena's favorite. 491 00:43:13,708 --> 00:43:17,083 It's so sad that you had to be the person at the center of all that nonsense. 492 00:43:23,708 --> 00:43:26,041 Yeah, they called it the "divine left," right? 493 00:43:26,083 --> 00:43:28,875 It wasn't art, or photography, or architecture... 494 00:43:28,916 --> 00:43:33,041 That generation's real legacy was total sexual freedom. 495 00:43:35,708 --> 00:43:38,375 You would have loved to be part of the "gauche divine." 496 00:43:38,416 --> 00:43:39,625 "Gauche divine." 497 00:43:39,666 --> 00:43:42,541 No, "Gauche divine." "Divine." 498 00:43:43,083 --> 00:43:46,416 - A kind of "dolce vita", you might say. - Yes. 499 00:43:46,458 --> 00:43:48,791 Definitely, I was born in the wrong era. 500 00:43:49,666 --> 00:43:52,583 I would have loved to have the freedom your mother enjoyed. 501 00:43:54,208 --> 00:43:57,250 Let's play a game: the first person who mentions my mother loses. 502 00:44:01,666 --> 00:44:05,458 - And... has to do a shot as "punishment." - Yeah. 503 00:44:05,500 --> 00:44:08,458 I adored your mother, so cheers! 504 00:44:08,500 --> 00:44:09,875 - Cheers! - I love her. 505 00:44:09,916 --> 00:44:11,041 - Cheers! - Cheers! 506 00:44:12,500 --> 00:44:15,333 One time she took me and my Dad to Bocaccio when I was a kid. 507 00:44:15,375 --> 00:44:16,250 - Really? - Yes, yes. 508 00:44:16,291 --> 00:44:19,166 She said, "Sweetie, I want to go see some friends nearby," 509 00:44:19,208 --> 00:44:21,500 "we'll take the car for a while and come right back." 510 00:44:21,541 --> 00:44:23,583 The next day I had to go to school, obviously. 511 00:44:24,291 --> 00:44:25,916 And there we went. 512 00:44:26,708 --> 00:44:28,458 How was it? Did you like it? 513 00:44:29,041 --> 00:44:33,416 Well... I felt like I was inside of one of Fellini's movies. 514 00:44:33,458 --> 00:44:35,791 Huh? Fellini. Fellini, right? 515 00:44:35,833 --> 00:44:39,083 - Fellini is a big-shot, right? - Yes, he's big for such a small child. 516 00:44:39,125 --> 00:44:40,833 How old were you? 517 00:44:40,875 --> 00:44:42,916 I must have been around six. 518 00:44:42,958 --> 00:44:44,416 We are simply a generation 519 00:44:44,458 --> 00:44:48,166 raised by bright, successful and very busy parents. 520 00:44:49,625 --> 00:44:51,958 Committed into making the world a party. 521 00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:53,125 Then I fell asleep on a sofa, 522 00:44:53,166 --> 00:44:55,583 my Dad brought me back home, and it was already morning. 523 00:44:55,625 --> 00:44:56,833 Their party. 524 00:44:57,416 --> 00:44:59,708 - My mother wanted to kill him. - I'm not surprised. 525 00:44:59,750 --> 00:45:02,416 Children weren't the center of the world, like they're now. 526 00:45:02,458 --> 00:45:03,375 Yes. 527 00:45:03,416 --> 00:45:08,125 And we had to make up much more sophisticated methods than just crying. 528 00:45:09,125 --> 00:45:12,500 Well, my mother called me Blanca 529 00:45:13,541 --> 00:45:15,791 because her first great love was her friend Blanca. 530 00:45:19,500 --> 00:45:21,875 But wait, what does that have to do with anything? 531 00:45:24,166 --> 00:45:28,416 Well, you lost. Blanca lost. She mentioned her Mom. She has to drink. 532 00:45:30,875 --> 00:45:31,833 Drink. 533 00:45:32,458 --> 00:45:33,666 Come on, everyone. 534 00:45:35,541 --> 00:45:38,208 - I'll be right back. - Is something wrong? Are you okay? 535 00:45:38,250 --> 00:45:41,041 - Yeah, I'm going to get cigarettes. - But you have a pack right there. 536 00:45:41,083 --> 00:45:43,541 - Those are stale. - So, "I'm going to get cigarettes"? 537 00:45:43,583 --> 00:45:46,250 Is she really pulling the "I'm going to get cigarettes" on us? 538 00:45:46,291 --> 00:45:47,458 I can't believe it. 539 00:45:48,791 --> 00:45:51,250 - Hey, you're a terrible liar! - I do what I can. 540 00:45:51,291 --> 00:45:55,250 Is she for real? Is she really pulling the "I'm going to get cigarettes" on us? 541 00:46:18,833 --> 00:46:21,416 I like sex because it connects me with the present. 542 00:46:22,541 --> 00:46:23,916 And so does your death. 543 00:46:24,625 --> 00:46:25,541 But not Santi. 544 00:46:26,083 --> 00:46:29,583 With Santi I'm always waiting for something special that never comes. 545 00:46:31,916 --> 00:46:32,958 You're tanned. 546 00:46:35,833 --> 00:46:37,375 - How are you? - Good. And you? 547 00:46:37,916 --> 00:46:38,750 Good. 548 00:46:40,500 --> 00:46:43,625 - And the kids? - Good. They're happy to be here. 549 00:46:44,333 --> 00:46:46,000 Do they miss their grandmother? 550 00:46:46,833 --> 00:46:47,750 And yours? 551 00:46:49,625 --> 00:46:50,458 Good. 552 00:46:50,916 --> 00:46:54,958 Lately, I feel like I spend all day changing diapers, but otherwise, I'm fine. 553 00:46:59,750 --> 00:47:01,500 Blanca, I don't have much time. 554 00:47:02,583 --> 00:47:04,416 I said I was going out for cigarettes. 555 00:47:09,291 --> 00:47:12,083 - And when will we see each other again? - One of these days. 556 00:47:13,125 --> 00:47:15,125 I just wanted to see you and know how you're doing, 557 00:47:15,166 --> 00:47:16,208 but I have to rush off. 558 00:47:16,833 --> 00:47:18,291 You're such a jerk. 559 00:47:24,708 --> 00:47:26,500 Honestly, I'm in a really bad place. 560 00:47:28,375 --> 00:47:30,625 It's been three months since we partners got paid, 561 00:47:30,666 --> 00:47:32,916 and right now, even if I wanted to, I couldn't move out. 562 00:47:32,958 --> 00:47:34,791 I can't afford to pay rent. 563 00:47:36,833 --> 00:47:38,625 So you couldn't go skiing either... 564 00:47:39,666 --> 00:47:40,500 Right? 565 00:47:43,791 --> 00:47:44,958 What a shame! 566 00:47:56,333 --> 00:47:58,333 Have I told you yet that you're really beautiful? 567 00:48:00,958 --> 00:48:02,458 Blanca, come on, don't be mad. 568 00:48:03,125 --> 00:48:05,291 Seriously, I can't stand it when you're angry with me. 569 00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:09,916 - It makes me ill. - Oh yes, so ill. 570 00:48:11,875 --> 00:48:12,791 It's true. 571 00:48:16,750 --> 00:48:18,125 I'm not mad. 572 00:48:22,125 --> 00:48:25,666 - Hey, are you okay? - I'm tired. 573 00:48:28,916 --> 00:48:30,041 Of what? 574 00:48:31,500 --> 00:48:33,666 Of everything. I don't know. Of the day. 575 00:48:35,375 --> 00:48:38,083 Of summer. It's exhausting. 576 00:49:51,458 --> 00:49:55,125 The barbecues, the kid, the tooth... 577 00:49:55,166 --> 00:49:57,250 - The tooth? - His tooth fell out. 578 00:49:57,291 --> 00:50:01,833 - Oh no. - I don't care about the tooth. Right? 579 00:50:01,875 --> 00:50:03,833 Ugh, what a hassle, girl. 580 00:50:03,875 --> 00:50:06,916 We didn't have sex, and I think I've set a terrible precedent. 581 00:50:06,958 --> 00:50:07,958 Why? 582 00:50:08,000 --> 00:50:11,291 You shouldn't share everyday stuff with lovers. 583 00:50:11,333 --> 00:50:14,208 No. Everyday stuff, no way. What a nightmare! 584 00:50:14,500 --> 00:50:17,041 That's for stable, happy couples. 585 00:50:17,083 --> 00:50:18,583 Like his, right? 586 00:50:20,916 --> 00:50:23,000 Damiano, are you a DJ or what? 587 00:50:24,666 --> 00:50:27,291 No, no. I just really love music. 588 00:50:28,583 --> 00:50:31,708 Do you make a living from it? Do you play gigs and stuff? 589 00:50:31,750 --> 00:50:35,333 - You're not a professional, are you? - No. For now, I'm studying music. 590 00:50:37,125 --> 00:50:38,416 He's studying. 591 00:50:39,083 --> 00:50:43,750 He's studying, they say. What do you think? 592 00:50:43,791 --> 00:50:44,833 And what do you study? 593 00:50:45,708 --> 00:50:49,291 I study music. I play the cello in the Milan Philharmonic. 594 00:50:57,583 --> 00:50:59,541 In Milan? With all the musicians behind you. 595 00:50:59,583 --> 00:51:00,708 That's right. 596 00:51:07,291 --> 00:51:08,375 It's true. 597 00:51:12,083 --> 00:51:12,916 Wow. 598 00:51:16,708 --> 00:51:19,041 Well, that's really impressive, isn't it? 599 00:51:19,083 --> 00:51:21,916 - Yes. - That's amazing. 600 00:51:22,541 --> 00:51:23,458 Wow. 601 00:51:24,041 --> 00:51:25,583 There are two types of guys. 602 00:51:25,625 --> 00:51:27,166 Those who don't have a sexual radar 603 00:51:27,208 --> 00:51:29,666 and those who think with their dicks all the time, am I right? 604 00:51:29,708 --> 00:51:31,208 - Yes. - Do you all agree? 605 00:51:31,250 --> 00:51:34,250 Civilization survives thanks to the first group, 606 00:51:34,291 --> 00:51:37,750 and the world, seriously, thanks to the second. 607 00:51:37,791 --> 00:51:38,625 It's like that. 608 00:51:39,666 --> 00:51:41,625 Why are you laughing? It's true. 609 00:51:43,291 --> 00:51:45,458 I don't know, but it makes sense to me. 610 00:51:46,375 --> 00:51:47,333 No. 611 00:51:49,500 --> 00:51:50,583 Come on, let's go. 612 00:53:22,375 --> 00:53:23,416 Damiano. 613 00:53:24,083 --> 00:53:25,000 "Amore". 614 00:53:25,666 --> 00:53:28,250 "Amore", I'm exhausted. Shall we go? 615 00:55:28,458 --> 00:55:31,916 "Buongiorno, signorina". Is there any coffee? 616 00:55:33,291 --> 00:55:36,583 - Are you okay? What's wrong? - You know what's wrong. 617 00:55:36,625 --> 00:55:39,625 No, what's wrong? Hey, do you know if there's any ibuprofen? 618 00:55:42,791 --> 00:55:44,958 You spent the whole night flirting with Damiano 619 00:55:45,000 --> 00:55:46,541 and acting like I didn't exist. 620 00:55:51,500 --> 00:55:54,416 - I mean... sorry, sorry... - No, no, you don't get it. 621 00:55:54,458 --> 00:55:55,958 I'm sorry, I'm sorry... but... 622 00:55:57,750 --> 00:56:00,166 - Is this about the peck? - No, it's not about the peck. 623 00:56:01,166 --> 00:56:04,166 No, really... Pep kissed me too... 624 00:56:06,375 --> 00:56:07,833 We were pretty high. 625 00:56:07,875 --> 00:56:10,708 Don't worry. Besides, I know that a lot of people kiss you. 626 00:56:10,750 --> 00:56:12,541 But that's not what I'm talking about. 627 00:56:13,375 --> 00:56:17,666 Seriously, would you even think I'd hook up with your boyfriend? 628 00:56:17,708 --> 00:56:19,375 That's ridiculous, honestly... 629 00:56:22,083 --> 00:56:24,583 We were just laughing, we became friends, that's it. 630 00:56:24,625 --> 00:56:27,375 No, no, that isn't friendship. It's flirting. 631 00:56:27,416 --> 00:56:29,875 There's always a bit of flirting in friendship, Elisa. 632 00:56:29,916 --> 00:56:32,708 Oh, great. Well, you know what? In that case, go ahead, he's all yours. 633 00:56:33,250 --> 00:56:37,041 Right, like I'd want to go out with Damiano. 634 00:56:38,166 --> 00:56:42,958 Seriously... I mean... I don't like your boyfriend, okay? 635 00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:43,833 You know what? 636 00:56:43,875 --> 00:56:47,958 It's very hard to talk to you because you always have an excuse for everything. 637 00:56:54,083 --> 00:56:55,708 Relax, Elisa, seriously. 638 00:56:56,583 --> 00:56:58,583 Kissing on the lips isn't such an intimate thing. 639 00:56:58,625 --> 00:57:01,583 I do it with my kids, my friends, my male friends... 640 00:57:01,625 --> 00:57:04,333 Well, you know, that childish idea you have 641 00:57:04,375 --> 00:57:08,000 where everyone understands each other, kisses whoever they want, 642 00:57:08,041 --> 00:57:09,083 whenever they want, 643 00:57:09,125 --> 00:57:11,583 and goes in and out of relationships like it's nothing, 644 00:57:11,625 --> 00:57:14,041 only works when you don't give a shit about other people. 645 00:57:14,083 --> 00:57:16,000 - I do give a shit about other people. - You do? 646 00:57:16,041 --> 00:57:19,208 Of course I do. It's not true. 647 00:57:19,250 --> 00:57:21,333 Look, aside from your kids, maybe your mother... 648 00:57:21,375 --> 00:57:23,041 You don't care about anyone. 649 00:57:24,875 --> 00:57:26,750 - Blanca, you're selfish. - Me, selfish? 650 00:57:26,791 --> 00:57:28,791 Me, selfish? And you're a coward. 651 00:57:41,750 --> 00:57:43,083 I'm going to the cemetery. 652 00:57:46,125 --> 00:57:47,250 No, you're not. 653 00:57:54,375 --> 00:57:55,708 Damiano is waiting for me. 654 00:58:22,708 --> 00:58:26,041 I'll order some of this cheese next day, okay? I'm so excited. 655 00:58:26,083 --> 00:58:28,125 - Anything else? - No. 656 00:58:38,416 --> 00:58:40,250 - Good day. - Thank you. Have a good day. 657 00:58:44,125 --> 00:58:46,666 - Next? - Sausages, please. 658 00:58:46,708 --> 00:58:49,875 - How many? - Well, quite a few. 659 00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:55,416 "Lightness is a form of elegance," I used to say, 660 00:58:55,916 --> 00:59:00,166 living with lightness and joy is incredibly hard. 661 00:59:00,208 --> 00:59:02,916 - Excuse me, anything else? - Uh, no. 662 00:59:04,333 --> 00:59:05,291 Thanks. 663 00:59:06,750 --> 00:59:10,416 "You confuse lightness with apathy, Blanquita," 664 00:59:10,458 --> 00:59:13,625 "people take advantage of you," you used to say. 665 00:59:15,958 --> 00:59:17,750 - Who wants sausage? - Me. 666 00:59:20,083 --> 00:59:21,666 The small one for you. 667 00:59:22,250 --> 00:59:24,250 Yes, I want one too. 668 00:59:24,291 --> 00:59:26,416 - Can I have ketchup? - Yes, of course. 669 00:59:29,083 --> 00:59:30,375 Can you cut it for me? 670 00:59:30,416 --> 00:59:32,791 Did you know they believe that there are only male beetles? 671 00:59:32,833 --> 00:59:33,666 Oh, really? 672 00:59:33,708 --> 00:59:36,166 There are no females and that they reproduce by themselves. 673 00:59:36,208 --> 00:59:38,208 - But that's in Egypt? - Yes. 674 00:59:38,250 --> 00:59:41,291 Why aren't Elisa and Damiano coming? 675 00:59:41,333 --> 00:59:43,125 I don't know. I haven't seen them. 676 00:59:44,458 --> 00:59:46,583 Maybe she kicked them out. She could. 677 00:59:46,625 --> 00:59:48,250 - Really? - I don't know. 678 00:59:49,875 --> 00:59:50,708 And Blanca? 679 00:59:51,500 --> 00:59:52,333 I don't know. 680 00:59:52,375 --> 00:59:53,375 Is everything okay? 681 00:59:53,416 --> 00:59:56,208 No, no. We're good. Is the sausage good? 682 00:59:56,250 --> 00:59:57,875 - Delicious. - Delicious. 683 01:00:01,875 --> 01:00:07,500 Sometimes I felt like we were both turning into dry, brittle trees. 684 01:00:08,125 --> 01:00:10,500 But when I told you that, you assured me we weren't... 685 01:00:11,041 --> 01:00:13,791 We were the two strongest people you knew 686 01:00:15,041 --> 01:00:17,583 and no storm could bring us down. 687 01:01:36,666 --> 01:01:39,000 - Stop, stop... oh, damn. - Sorry. 688 01:01:39,041 --> 01:01:41,625 - No. - What? It's fine. 689 01:01:41,666 --> 01:01:44,541 - Just keep soaping. - Yeah, I'm soaping... 690 01:01:44,583 --> 01:01:48,833 - A bit more soap. - Okay, come on. Now you. 691 01:01:51,083 --> 01:01:53,958 - Hey, this water is really cold. - Very. 692 01:01:55,083 --> 01:01:57,541 - Isn't there any hot water? - I don't know. 693 01:01:59,333 --> 01:02:01,000 Nothing works here. 694 01:02:01,541 --> 01:02:03,291 Hey, where were you? 695 01:02:05,041 --> 01:02:07,541 - He burned all the sausages. - That's not true. 696 01:02:07,583 --> 01:02:10,541 - Yes. They were black. - They weren't black. They were delicious. 697 01:02:10,583 --> 01:02:12,500 - No way! - You loved them, and you know it. 698 01:02:15,208 --> 01:02:16,333 Aren't you hungry? 699 01:02:17,666 --> 01:02:19,416 - What's wrong? - Huh? Nothing. 700 01:02:20,208 --> 01:02:22,000 She wants to drink. 701 01:02:23,458 --> 01:02:26,000 - I'm going to get more plates, okay? - Yeah. 702 01:02:34,625 --> 01:02:36,333 Sofía is nice, isn't she? 703 01:02:38,583 --> 01:02:41,041 Yeah, she's quite a character. 704 01:02:41,458 --> 01:02:44,083 The other day, we were talking about you, and she told me... 705 01:02:46,083 --> 01:02:47,541 she loves you a lot. 706 01:02:49,666 --> 01:02:52,666 I love her too. She's very sociable. 707 01:02:55,833 --> 01:02:57,625 Can you pass me the glasses, please? 708 01:03:01,208 --> 01:03:03,375 - You like her, don't you? - What? 709 01:03:03,416 --> 01:03:06,041 Sofía, I mean. You like her. 710 01:03:11,500 --> 01:03:12,458 Yeah. 711 01:03:14,583 --> 01:03:15,958 A little, yeah. 712 01:03:28,083 --> 01:03:31,250 But if you don't want... 713 01:03:33,666 --> 01:03:35,250 If she hurts you, I'll kill her. 714 01:03:38,583 --> 01:03:40,083 And the same goes for you. 715 01:03:45,833 --> 01:03:48,250 I'll go get more plates, okay? 716 01:04:06,458 --> 01:04:07,375 Hello? 717 01:04:08,166 --> 01:04:09,083 Hello? 718 01:04:10,125 --> 01:04:11,083 Blanca? 719 01:04:11,708 --> 01:04:13,333 - Victoria... - Yes. 720 01:04:13,375 --> 01:04:14,291 Thank you for coming. 721 01:04:14,333 --> 01:04:16,083 How are you? Is this a good time to catch up? 722 01:04:16,125 --> 01:04:20,625 Yes, yes. I forgot what time we agreed on. Come, let me show you. 723 01:04:21,625 --> 01:04:23,791 - This is the living room. - Oh, it's lovely! 724 01:04:23,833 --> 01:04:28,041 Yes, it's beautiful, isn't it? Look at the terrace. 725 01:04:28,083 --> 01:04:28,916 Who is she? 726 01:04:29,583 --> 01:04:30,625 I don't know. 727 01:04:31,875 --> 01:04:34,791 - What's she talking about? - Something about the house. 728 01:04:36,125 --> 01:04:39,625 - Oh, the kitchen. It's so big. - Yes, well. A bit old. 729 01:04:42,041 --> 01:04:46,000 And this connects directly with... 730 01:04:46,041 --> 01:04:47,500 - Hi. - Hi. 731 01:04:48,500 --> 01:04:50,375 - With the living room. - Ah, okay. 732 01:04:50,916 --> 01:04:53,791 - To the right. - Is this the master bedroom? 733 01:04:53,833 --> 01:04:56,166 It is, but it's not available to see at the moment. 734 01:04:56,208 --> 01:04:58,666 I'm sorry, the dog's here. Come on, let's keep going this way. 735 01:04:59,416 --> 01:05:02,916 This is the guest room, and this is the kids' room. 736 01:05:02,958 --> 01:05:06,791 They share this bathroom. And that leads to the hallway. 737 01:05:06,833 --> 01:05:10,000 - Here's a closet... Good, right? - Yes. 738 01:05:10,041 --> 01:05:12,291 That door opens to the terrace you've already seen. 739 01:05:12,875 --> 01:05:14,750 And this is the office. 740 01:05:16,041 --> 01:05:17,541 Your mother's office? 741 01:05:18,833 --> 01:05:19,750 Yes. 742 01:05:24,291 --> 01:05:27,666 The salt air has ruined the windows. 743 01:05:27,708 --> 01:05:30,708 I don't know how much money we've spent fixing them. 744 01:05:30,750 --> 01:05:33,625 Anyway, there are lots of things. I don't know, the pipes get clogged... 745 01:05:34,291 --> 01:05:37,166 The appliances don't work... The water doesn't either... 746 01:05:37,208 --> 01:05:39,041 There are things, lots of things. 747 01:05:39,083 --> 01:05:41,083 Well, now you've seen everything. 748 01:05:41,125 --> 01:05:44,500 Yes, it's an incredible house. With a lot of history. 749 01:05:44,541 --> 01:05:47,375 We have a lot of foreign clients who would love it. 750 01:05:47,416 --> 01:05:50,333 - Great. Thank you so much, Victoria. - Goodbye. - Goodbye. 751 01:05:51,625 --> 01:05:53,000 Give me a little, come on. 752 01:05:53,708 --> 01:05:55,375 - You don't smoke, do you? - Wow... 753 01:05:56,333 --> 01:05:58,208 Do you bite your nails? 754 01:05:58,250 --> 01:06:00,333 - And you? - Well, it depends. 755 01:06:00,375 --> 01:06:01,291 You too. 756 01:06:05,666 --> 01:06:06,666 What's going on? 757 01:06:07,791 --> 01:06:08,958 Yeah, what was that? 758 01:06:09,750 --> 01:06:11,208 - What? - What do you mean, "what"? 759 01:06:11,250 --> 01:06:12,166 What's going on? 760 01:06:13,291 --> 01:06:14,750 - Blanca? - Nothing's going on. 761 01:06:14,791 --> 01:06:16,291 - Yes, something is. - It's nothing. 762 01:06:16,583 --> 01:06:19,458 Mom, what are you doing? 763 01:06:21,916 --> 01:06:23,208 I don't understand. 764 01:06:25,000 --> 01:06:25,833 Edgar. 765 01:06:27,833 --> 01:06:28,791 Edgar. 766 01:07:40,416 --> 01:07:42,208 When did you get here? 767 01:07:43,041 --> 01:07:44,208 A little while ago. 768 01:07:46,666 --> 01:07:48,833 The kids are with Guillem and Sofía. 769 01:07:51,250 --> 01:07:53,250 Those two look like a married couple, don't they? 770 01:08:01,750 --> 01:08:03,916 Guillem told me you want to sell the house... 771 01:08:12,958 --> 01:08:18,416 Can you hold my hand and stay with me for a while? 772 01:08:19,541 --> 01:08:21,458 Why don't you talk to me? 773 01:08:31,875 --> 01:08:33,958 Well, we love each other, don't we? 774 01:08:34,000 --> 01:08:37,791 Even though you can't stand me and no one gets on my nerves like you do. 775 01:08:44,541 --> 01:08:46,250 Do you remember 776 01:08:47,625 --> 01:08:49,541 when were on the motorbike, 777 01:08:51,166 --> 01:08:54,083 and you were so mad... I don't remember why. 778 01:08:55,291 --> 01:08:57,916 You made me get off and left me there stranded? 779 01:08:57,958 --> 01:09:01,000 Yeah, and you threw your helmet at me and almost made me crash. 780 01:09:06,166 --> 01:09:07,208 You jerk. 781 01:09:07,791 --> 01:09:09,125 Let's get married! 782 01:09:10,333 --> 01:09:12,583 I want to marry you. 783 01:09:15,833 --> 01:09:17,666 You'll never give up 784 01:09:19,500 --> 01:09:22,916 this chaotic, messy life of yours, Blanca. 785 01:09:22,958 --> 01:09:24,125 Never. 786 01:09:25,875 --> 01:09:28,583 Well, we can be lovers for life, right? 787 01:09:29,625 --> 01:09:32,750 No. Because I want everything or nothing. 788 01:09:34,750 --> 01:09:37,916 - Let's talk about it, please. - We've talked about it a thousand times. 789 01:09:37,958 --> 01:09:40,041 Yes, we've talked about it a thousand times. 790 01:09:40,083 --> 01:09:41,083 Please. 791 01:09:44,833 --> 01:09:47,500 I'll always be here. You know that. 792 01:09:51,458 --> 01:09:53,666 And no one will ever love you as much as I do. 793 01:09:54,416 --> 01:09:57,291 Well, maybe someone will, right? 794 01:10:02,083 --> 01:10:04,750 I'll never be seen through her eyes again. 795 01:10:13,750 --> 01:10:15,833 But now you can be whoever you want to be. 796 01:10:24,041 --> 01:10:26,416 You watched me fall in and out of love, 797 01:10:27,333 --> 01:10:30,250 fall apart, and get back on my feet. 798 01:10:31,083 --> 01:10:34,958 Partly aware, I suppose, that you were the love of my life. 799 01:10:43,208 --> 01:10:45,000 Who're you seeing this afternoon? 800 01:10:45,500 --> 01:10:46,791 The same lot I always do. 801 01:10:50,791 --> 01:10:52,166 And what are you going to do? 802 01:10:53,333 --> 01:10:55,125 Come on, Mom, don't be annoying. 803 01:11:06,250 --> 01:11:08,250 I just never know if I'm doing it right. 804 01:11:10,166 --> 01:11:13,083 When you're a mother, you're so afraid of making mistakes. 805 01:11:13,666 --> 01:11:16,250 It's really hard to know what the right decision is. 806 01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:22,750 And are you afraid of making a mistake with the house? 807 01:11:28,916 --> 01:11:32,708 Edgar will never be as mature, as aware of everything, 808 01:11:33,208 --> 01:11:35,958 as sensitive and responsible as he is now. 809 01:11:37,208 --> 01:11:40,000 And I will certainly never be able to catch up with him. 810 01:11:44,041 --> 01:11:46,958 I owe you, then, all my later loves, 811 01:11:47,000 --> 01:11:50,291 including the wild, blind love I feel for my children. 812 01:12:51,458 --> 01:12:53,583 What? Huh? 813 01:12:55,916 --> 01:12:58,750 What did we say about being on time, my always-late lover? 814 01:12:58,791 --> 01:13:01,125 You're scolding me for being late this one time. 815 01:13:03,375 --> 01:13:04,916 - How are you? - I'm fine. 816 01:13:39,833 --> 01:13:42,791 I don't have much time, and I'm super tired. 817 01:13:51,083 --> 01:13:53,958 Don't you think you use the prefix "super" way too often? 818 01:13:55,750 --> 01:13:58,750 You used to love it. You'd laugh your head off. 819 01:14:08,041 --> 01:14:09,958 I think we should stop seeing each other. 820 01:14:10,000 --> 01:14:10,833 I don't think... 821 01:14:13,000 --> 01:14:15,166 you're the man I fell in love with anymore. 822 01:14:22,125 --> 01:14:24,541 Blanca, hey, the other day... 823 01:14:24,583 --> 01:14:28,500 I'd rather not, I'd rather not talk anymore. 824 01:14:30,166 --> 01:14:31,416 Don't do this, please. 825 01:14:31,458 --> 01:14:34,791 No conversation is more pathetic or more doomed to failure 826 01:14:34,833 --> 01:14:37,291 than two people trying to measure their love. 827 01:14:40,916 --> 01:14:42,125 But I love you. 828 01:14:44,541 --> 01:14:45,375 A lot. 829 01:14:48,000 --> 01:14:49,208 You love me. 830 01:14:53,500 --> 01:14:54,541 A lot. 831 01:14:56,958 --> 01:15:00,125 People who say they love you "a lot" actually love you less, 832 01:15:00,166 --> 01:15:01,458 or maybe they add the "a lot" 833 01:15:01,500 --> 01:15:03,708 because they're afraid of just saying "I love you." 834 01:15:03,750 --> 01:15:04,583 A lot. 835 01:15:07,250 --> 01:15:12,125 The "a lot" makes the "I love you" palatable for everyone. 836 01:15:21,125 --> 01:15:22,541 A beer, please. 837 01:15:24,250 --> 01:15:25,875 Have you lost any shoes today? 838 01:15:29,333 --> 01:15:31,458 - Not yet. - No? 839 01:15:40,791 --> 01:15:42,291 When's your birthday? 840 01:15:43,583 --> 01:15:46,791 - Why? - So I can get you some new ones. 841 01:15:47,750 --> 01:15:51,583 But they're perfect. They're perfect for Cadaqués. 842 01:15:52,541 --> 01:15:55,208 You'll see. Try them on. 843 01:15:55,500 --> 01:15:56,500 Try them on. 844 01:15:57,291 --> 01:15:58,583 Try them on. 845 01:16:04,375 --> 01:16:06,458 Look, this is how the story ends, isn't it? 846 01:16:18,708 --> 01:16:20,666 Why were you at my mother's funeral? 847 01:16:22,208 --> 01:16:23,708 My father knew her. 848 01:16:25,833 --> 01:16:27,666 Don't tell me we're siblings. 849 01:16:34,000 --> 01:16:36,750 When he was young, my father had a music bar in Barcelona, 850 01:16:36,791 --> 01:16:39,125 a small joint... a dive, really. 851 01:16:39,750 --> 01:16:41,416 Your mother used to go there a lot. 852 01:16:41,458 --> 01:16:44,750 - My mother, at a dive? - Yes. She went there often. 853 01:16:46,833 --> 01:16:50,000 Sometimes, late on, my father would grab his guitar and start singing. 854 01:16:50,375 --> 01:16:54,041 Your mother loved it. She always asked for the same song. 855 01:16:57,166 --> 01:17:01,125 One night, my father confessed that he had money problems. 856 01:17:04,041 --> 01:17:06,125 The next day, your mother sought him out, 857 01:17:06,166 --> 01:17:09,333 asked how much he needed, and gave it to him. 858 01:17:09,375 --> 01:17:12,666 Without asking what it was for or when he would pay it back. 859 01:17:12,708 --> 01:17:15,500 She barely knew him. 860 01:17:16,125 --> 01:17:17,875 So, when I heard... 861 01:17:20,291 --> 01:17:21,375 about the funeral, 862 01:17:22,625 --> 01:17:23,791 I wanted to be there. 863 01:17:26,833 --> 01:17:29,458 It was a way to thank her on behalf of my father. 864 01:17:29,500 --> 01:17:31,416 And why didn't you come over and say hello? 865 01:17:32,208 --> 01:17:35,333 Well, you had a lot of people around you. 866 01:17:35,375 --> 01:17:38,750 That's what happens to the relatives of the deceased at funerals, right? 867 01:17:38,791 --> 01:17:40,541 Yes. That's true. Yes, yes. 868 01:17:41,833 --> 01:17:43,583 You would have made my day. 869 01:17:44,750 --> 01:17:45,708 Well, 870 01:17:46,833 --> 01:17:49,041 maybe that day was beyond fixing. 871 01:17:51,750 --> 01:17:53,125 Yeah, maybe not. 872 01:17:54,208 --> 01:17:55,875 I didn't know that story. 873 01:17:55,916 --> 01:17:56,833 Yeah. 874 01:17:58,041 --> 01:17:59,458 Well, I suppose... 875 01:18:00,708 --> 01:18:04,958 we never really finish getting to know our parents completely. 876 01:18:30,958 --> 01:18:35,416 I know that my yearning for love 877 01:18:35,458 --> 01:18:37,666 And your way of loving 878 01:18:38,333 --> 01:18:40,958 Cannot meet 879 01:18:42,750 --> 01:18:47,416 I know that my yearning for love 880 01:18:47,458 --> 01:18:49,916 And your way of loving 881 01:18:49,958 --> 01:18:52,750 Cannot meet. 882 01:18:57,250 --> 01:18:58,208 That one. 883 01:19:05,083 --> 01:19:06,000 That's the one. 884 01:20:14,458 --> 01:20:21,000 We had to win our parents' attention, that's why we're a generation of seducers. 885 01:20:21,041 --> 01:20:24,083 - I'll take that as a compliment. - It is, it is. 886 01:20:28,041 --> 01:20:30,125 All those freckles! I love them. 887 01:20:30,958 --> 01:20:32,791 Like a map of the world. 888 01:20:34,000 --> 01:20:36,833 - I used to hate them as a child. - Well, I love them. 889 01:20:36,875 --> 01:20:37,708 Really? 890 01:20:38,708 --> 01:20:40,541 Has anyone ever counted them for you? 891 01:20:42,333 --> 01:20:43,250 No. 892 01:20:44,666 --> 01:20:46,500 I'm very good with numbers. 893 01:21:05,958 --> 01:21:08,375 Wait, wait. Hold on. 894 01:21:11,833 --> 01:21:14,291 I think what I need is a friend. 895 01:21:16,875 --> 01:21:20,500 I'm a terrible friend. 896 01:21:23,875 --> 01:21:27,875 I'm not that great either, to be honest. 897 01:21:38,041 --> 01:21:39,291 It's been... 898 01:21:41,125 --> 01:21:43,375 an honor meeting you, Martí. 899 01:21:48,750 --> 01:21:50,208 The feeling is mutual. 900 01:21:55,000 --> 01:21:56,958 You know, that's what my mother said to me. 901 01:21:57,375 --> 01:22:01,125 One day, she just turned to me and said, "It's been an honor knowing you." 902 01:22:07,291 --> 01:22:08,541 She was right. 903 01:22:13,291 --> 01:22:14,500 I'm going to go. 904 01:22:15,583 --> 01:22:16,583 Yes. 905 01:23:34,583 --> 01:23:36,500 Where do people go when they die, Mom? 906 01:23:40,916 --> 01:23:44,916 I think they go to the places they always wanted to visit. 907 01:23:46,833 --> 01:23:49,041 So Grandma is here in Cadaqués, right? 908 01:23:51,416 --> 01:23:53,625 And Patum, where will she go? 909 01:23:58,458 --> 01:24:01,125 To a cloud, with Copito. Do you remember that dream? 910 01:24:01,166 --> 01:24:02,000 Yes. 911 01:24:03,208 --> 01:24:06,000 But, can we call them? 912 01:24:07,000 --> 01:24:09,250 - You mean, call them on the phone? - Yes. 913 01:24:09,916 --> 01:24:11,500 We can't, my love. 914 01:24:12,333 --> 01:24:14,250 And can we send letters? 915 01:24:15,833 --> 01:24:16,833 No, we can't. 916 01:24:21,708 --> 01:24:23,791 But we can dream about them, 917 01:24:25,250 --> 01:24:28,333 imagine them, and talk to them... 918 01:24:45,291 --> 01:24:49,500 Once upon a time, in a very, very distant place, 919 01:24:49,541 --> 01:24:52,083 maybe China, 920 01:24:52,708 --> 01:24:57,791 there was a very wise and compassionate emperor 921 01:24:57,833 --> 01:25:00,125 who gathered all the wise men of the kingdom. 922 01:25:00,791 --> 01:25:06,041 Philosophers, scientists, mathematicians, poets... 923 01:25:06,083 --> 01:25:09,333 And he said, "I want you to bring me a short sentence" 924 01:25:12,000 --> 01:25:17,208 "that will be useful anytime in life." 925 01:25:18,833 --> 01:25:22,791 So, the wise men withdrew and spent months and months thinking... 926 01:25:23,750 --> 01:25:24,833 And what happened? 927 01:25:29,000 --> 01:25:33,125 When they returned, they told the emperor, "We have the sentence." 928 01:25:33,625 --> 01:25:34,541 What was it? 929 01:25:35,208 --> 01:25:36,958 "This too shall pass." 930 01:25:37,541 --> 01:25:39,583 That makes me really sad. 931 01:25:43,166 --> 01:25:44,500 As Grandma used to say, 932 01:25:45,083 --> 01:25:47,000 sadness and grief pass. 933 01:25:47,708 --> 01:25:51,041 Just like euphoria and joy pass. Everything passes. 934 01:26:06,375 --> 01:26:07,791 But I know it's not true. 935 01:26:08,791 --> 01:26:10,708 I will live without you until I die. 936 01:26:47,583 --> 01:26:51,083 You know what one of the most terrible things about getting old is? 937 01:26:54,458 --> 01:26:57,291 Realizing nobody is interested in what you have to say. 938 01:27:06,916 --> 01:27:10,833 You placed the entire weight of your dwindling happiness 939 01:27:10,875 --> 01:27:12,625 on my shoulders, Mom. 940 01:27:15,333 --> 01:27:17,375 Even when I distanced myself from you, 941 01:27:17,958 --> 01:27:19,875 I knew that if I didn't, 942 01:27:19,916 --> 01:27:22,583 it wouldn't just be you dying under your ruins. 943 01:27:28,541 --> 01:27:29,750 I did what I could. 944 01:27:31,500 --> 01:27:34,708 Sometimes I also did what I had to do. Not always. 945 01:27:37,208 --> 01:27:39,625 I was never very good at facing misery. 946 01:27:42,833 --> 01:27:46,875 - Neither am I. I'm sorry. - No, don't be sorry. 947 01:27:50,291 --> 01:27:54,125 Our best weapon against misery was laughter. 948 01:28:30,166 --> 01:28:31,750 You gave me a crazy laughter. 949 01:28:32,708 --> 01:28:34,666 A love for all games. 950 01:28:36,291 --> 01:28:40,875 Disdain for anything that seemed to make life smaller and unbearable. 951 01:28:41,750 --> 01:28:44,333 The total absence of guilt 952 01:28:44,375 --> 01:28:47,333 and the freedom and responsibility that come with it. 953 01:29:41,083 --> 01:29:43,375 I remember us at a certain point looking at each other 954 01:29:43,916 --> 01:29:46,083 across a table full of people. 955 01:29:49,833 --> 01:29:53,375 You were smiling at me from afar and I knew that you knew... 956 01:29:56,041 --> 01:29:57,583 That we knew... 957 01:30:03,916 --> 01:30:05,416 And now I know it too. 958 01:30:05,708 --> 01:30:06,875 You loved me. 959 01:30:07,208 --> 01:30:08,708 Not a lot, not a little. 960 01:30:09,833 --> 01:30:11,500 You just loved me, and that's all. 961 01:31:26,416 --> 01:31:29,500 MILENA BUSQUETS PUBLISHED "THIS TOO SHALL PASS" 962 01:31:29,541 --> 01:31:32,625 AFTER THE DEATH OF HER MOTHER, ESTHER TUSQUETS. 963 01:31:34,875 --> 01:31:37,333 THE NOVEL QUICKLY BECAME AN INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER 964 01:31:37,375 --> 01:31:41,041 AND ESTABLISHED MILENA AS ONE OF THE MOST WIDELY READ SPANISH-LANGUAGE WRITERS.